A week has almost passed, and I have not spoken to my parents. Well, more like, they don't want to talk to me. I know the root of the problem, but I can't post it here. Hah! But, I guess I'll be vague about it...because I didn't go along with one of their little plans, they decide to stop talking to me, COMPLETELY.
Let's rewind:
The weekend before all this happened, my parents said I could use the 4-Runner. (They bought a new vehicle.) So, for the past week, I've been using it without them saying anything..
Present day:
My mom decides to text me saying, "I need a car." I'm thinking in my head...why? If you just got a brand new one 2 weekends ago!? She just texted me a few hours ago, it says, "Bring my car back from now on you can't drive it." WHAT? What did I do to deserve this? 19 years I've been livin' under their RULES. I've obeyed them as much as possible. I honestly DO NOT deserve this; as selfish as it may seem. As posted in my first & previous post, I put all the bad things my other siblings have done. I mean, Yes I've done some pretty bad things, but not to my parents personally! Anyway, I just find all this unfair! They just need to forgive & forget!
Here lies my problem...I don't have:
1) A job.
2) A car...now.
3) A home. (I technically can still live with my parents, but I'd rather not. It might put more fuel to the fire.)
Anyway, I just felt the need to put that out there. My parents are being really unfair towards me & not towards anyone else. They always need e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g THEIR way! I'm sick & tired of this. I'm so frustrated. All I can do now is focus on God & school, & move on from there; WITH or WITHOUT my parents by my side!
I'm movin' out. THEY can count on that!
[EDIT]
I just got back home from Bible Study with my boyfriend & his family. They were reading about Daniel. Boy, were we lost! I guess it's a good thing to start that bible study from the beginning. Hah. I talked to his uncle (who is a Pastor), & told him about my situation. He said the best thing to do is ask God for salvation, and that will make me a better person and a better person in Christ.
Let's rewind:
The weekend before all this happened, my parents said I could use the 4-Runner. (They bought a new vehicle.) So, for the past week, I've been using it without them saying anything..
Present day:
My mom decides to text me saying, "I need a car." I'm thinking in my head...why? If you just got a brand new one 2 weekends ago!? She just texted me a few hours ago, it says, "Bring my car back from now on you can't drive it." WHAT? What did I do to deserve this? 19 years I've been livin' under their RULES. I've obeyed them as much as possible. I honestly DO NOT deserve this; as selfish as it may seem. As posted in my first & previous post, I put all the bad things my other siblings have done. I mean, Yes I've done some pretty bad things, but not to my parents personally! Anyway, I just find all this unfair! They just need to forgive & forget!
Here lies my problem...I don't have:
1) A job.
2) A car...now.
3) A home. (I technically can still live with my parents, but I'd rather not. It might put more fuel to the fire.)
Anyway, I just felt the need to put that out there. My parents are being really unfair towards me & not towards anyone else. They always need e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g THEIR way! I'm sick & tired of this. I'm so frustrated. All I can do now is focus on God & school, & move on from there; WITH or WITHOUT my parents by my side!
I'm movin' out. THEY can count on that!
[EDIT]
I just got back home from Bible Study with my boyfriend & his family. They were reading about Daniel. Boy, were we lost! I guess it's a good thing to start that bible study from the beginning. Hah. I talked to his uncle (who is a Pastor), & told him about my situation. He said the best thing to do is ask God for salvation, and that will make me a better person and a better person in Christ.
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